Текст песни just another day - Scum

I guess it's just another day
Fighting here with brain
All these thoughts come in
They're making me feel weak
Will i ever be okay?
Tell me why i feel this way
Wasting all the hours
I'm rotting away
I think i like being hurt
It makes me feel something at all
I know i tell you the opposite of what i would do
Maybe i'm just stupid
Baby why i do this?
I think i need some help, yeah
But i don't wanna talk to you
(I don't wanna talk to you)
It's frightening, the things i see when i'm all alone
The reason that i never sleep
The reason that i am me
The reason that...
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