Pink Bouquet

Maybe it's in the air, I'll never know
Somewhere that you were scared, I'll never go
Maybe it's something special I'll never find
Something you gotta search for all of your life

If I could only see you just for tonight
If I could only hold you here in my arms
Had you right here next to me, we said goodbye
Now I can't live without you, there's nowhere to hide

I'm up on the roof, out of my mind
Telling myself, swallow your pride
This pink bouquet is falling apart
Just before dark, I'm taking the train
Out of your heart
We hid from the rain, kissing
Wept on the plane, missing
Shoes in your hand and muscle shirt stains
Ashes and flames remain in the dream

I wake in the night, calling your name
Telling myself it's only a dream
This pink bouquet all over the floor
I'm up in the dark, it looks like it won't rain anymore

I'm up on the roof, out of my mind
Telling myself, swallow your pride
This pink bouquet is falling apart
Just before dark, I'm catching the train
Out of your heart