never understand

You'll never understand
What I feel
You always recommend
What I should do

And I'm always doubt
What's right, what's wrong
And I just can't lie
To myself

You've said all my life
You were my friend

Don't need your advice
I wanna live my love nice
I'm gonna make mistakes
I'll move another place

Feel better after breaking up
Oh, God, you were right
But I still have to say "shut up"
I deserve love, alright?

Am I a bad character?
Maybe something with my voice?
But wasn't it your choice?
Please, admire me, boys

I know it is my fault, to tell you everything
But you weren't right, are you?
Never mind

I act like I don't fucking care
'cause I'm so fucking scared

Of losing you
Being with you
Dreaming you
Having you

Loving you
Knowing you
Thinking you
Tasting you

Letting you
Fucking you
Screaming you
Kissing you

One of us is end
Maybe I? Not bad
You look like a rat
My favourite colour is red

Am I a bad character?
Maybe something with my voice?
But wasn't I your choice?
I wanna let him go, boys