Heaven Knows

He's always on my mind,
From the time I wake up
'Till I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know

Though he's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger
Everyday
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love him
You've gotta set him free
And if he returns in him
I'll know he's mine

So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go

Why I live in despair
'Cause made awake or dreaming
I know he's never there
And all the time I did so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me