Meisai -Camouflage- - Sheena Ringo перевод на английский

Meisai -Camouflage-

「ねえ一層遠く知らない街に隱居して
沈默しませねこと？
きおんな日ひには厭きたのさ
ねえだうぞ攫つて行つて」

逃げ延びて水密桃(すいみつとう)に未練
砂みたいな意識と云ふ次元で
逃げ延びた暑さよ何邊(いずこ)へ
搖れて生じ
其の儘 怠惰に委ねた
最後の青さ

もう還らないと知つた溫度も
超へられぬ夜の恐怖色
境界に澱むでるた決心の甘さ
たうに喪(うしな)つた岸壁打つは
引いてくれぬ後悔と濤(なみ)色

待ち侘びて凍る馨(か)は混凝土(コンクリイト)
砂みたいな意識と云ふ器官で
待ち侘びた寒さよ何邊へ
搖れに動じ
此の儘 愛情に模した
修正ペンの白さ
現狀を必死で繕つては
剝いだ素肌に恐怖色
傍觀に徹してるた感慨の淡さ
たうに喪つた雷雨仰ぐは
泣いてくれぬ忍な雲の色
最後の青さ

もう還らないと知つた溫度も
超へられぬ夜の恐怖色
境界に澱むでるた決心の甘さ
たうに喪(うしな)つた岸壁打つは
引いてくれぬ後悔と濤(なみ)色

Meisai -Camouflage-

「Darling, let's escape to a distant, unknown city and
Live in silence like cats?
I'm tired of these bustling days,
So, please, take me away.」

I fled, but I still crave the forbidden fruit,
In this realm of sandlike consciousness.
Where did the unbearable heat escape to?
It surged and
I surrendered to its languid embrace,
My final innocence.

I know I will never return to that familiar warmth,
Nor escape the haunting, nocturnal terror.
My resolve faltered at the edge,
And now, I'm lost on this unforgiving shore,
Haunted by unyielding regret and the relentless waves.

I waited in vain, my heart frozen like concrete,
In this realm of sandlike consciousness.
Where did the unbearable cold escape to?
I trembled and
I molded myself into a facsimile of affection,
A blank canvas of correction fluid.
I desperately patched up my facade,
But beneath my skin, I'm consumed by terror.
I watched from the sidelines, my emotions dulled,
And now, I've lost the storms I once yearned for,
And am left with only the silent, unyielding clouds of my tears.
My final innocence.

I know I will never return to that familiar warmth,
Nor escape the haunting, nocturnal terror.
My resolve faltered at the edge,
And now, I'm lost on this unforgiving shore,
Haunted by unyielding regret and the relentless waves.