Текст песни THE BOOK OF NYX - Shiki-TMNS

Yeah
This right here gon' be my swan song
This gon' play when I feel I lived too long
I'll betray everyone that said that I'm strong
As I sit in my grave 6 feet long

Or deep, I'll retreat
Demons whisper I repeat
Promises were sugar sweet
Malice hidden underneath
Dealing while I grit my teeth
Fiending for some damn relief
Every time I wanna fade away
Face another day filled with grey

Wicked thoughts make my head cave
To my fallacies I'm a slave
Sexuality bends and sways
What's normality anyways
Stay killin' these verses
Heart in rigor mortis
My karma a tortoise
Hope nobody notice

Yeah my life in shambles
Trafalgar Law with no ammo
Sit in my room I dismantle
Lay back and light me a candle
I should go light me a doobie
But I don't do that I'm truly
Filled with a shit ton of vices but none of that drug consuming

Shit, fuck what am I doing
Giving the world all I can with my music
Give me your trust I might abuse it
Give in to lust why am I stupid
Ecila horny and shot me like cupid
Jigoku Mori I'm feeling secluded
Spirit diluted my sins transmuted
My heart corrupted I need to reboot it

Money can't fit in my coffin so I give some away often
2 eyes close third eye unlocking
Can't let hoes inside my heart man
Lost my soul but raised a Christian
Never really found my mission
Found a path but now I'm driftin'
Trapped inside my own ambition

Ahh
Fuck my life I said that shit a million times
(million times)
There's a tortured soul hidden in these rhymes
(In these rhymes)
Wonder when I'm old will I really find (really find)
The inner peace I need for my broken mind

Yeah (Need, need what do I need what do I need)
Wonder will I really find (will I find)
Inner peace for my mind (will I)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Deep down a nigga wanna perish, perish
Too many wicked things I cherish, cherish
Inside I'm bleeding from this damage, damage
Don't really think that I can manage, manage

Deep down a nigga wanna perish, perish
Too many wicked things I cherish, cherish
Inside I'm bleeding from this damage, damage
Don't really think that I can manage, manage

Jigoku Mori
Jigoku Mori
Jigoku