sore loser

My hearts fucking breaking and you're blowing me off?
Do you ever feel like nothing good was ever gonna happen to you?
Yeah and nothing did so what?

You got what you wanted and I got high
I broke down in public with bloodshot eyes
Where everyone could see me
Baby loving you was so easy but that's not what you want anymore

I guess you're too cool for me, I see who you've been around
You're doing drugs with people I don't know
While I'm stuck here in this town
With the weight of everything just holding me down
See you've been making so much progress
Just wanna let you know I'm proud
Everyone thinks I'm doing bеtter, but I'm so sick of hurting
I have dreams that wе're back together then I wake up in Jersey
I've been taking these new pills
I don't know if they're working
Thought I had it all figured out
But I still find myself searching
I still find myself searching

You got what you wanted and I got high
I broke down in public with bloodshot eyes
Where everyone could see me
Baby loving you was so easy
But that's not what you want anymore
No, that's not what you want anymore