Better

Did you notice?
I'm not myself now
I've shut myself down
I broke my best vow
And I hate to say it, but I have to face it
'Cause I can't erase the past
And with that

I just keep on, keep on telling myself I'll get better, better, better
But I never do
And it's all because of you
Taking my time
Losing my mind
Oh

You abandoned me
I've got to know why
Before my hello, you told me goodbye
Was it worth it?
Hurting me for no use
Your logic's obtuse
It's mental abuse
And I find myself often on the verge of tears
It's the worst of fears

I just keep on, keep on telling myself I'll get better, better, better
But I never do
And it's all because of you
Taking my time
Losing my mind
Oh