Текст песни Musings of a Blank Check - Sloth Mob

My life is a blank check
But I'm too weak to cash it out
Always fill in what I want
Yeah
Never go beyond writing it down

Driving back home I'm in the valley of death
I'm dozing off over the wheel while I'm bumping on Sesh
I got my switch blade in that center console staring back at me
Question whether this life is a muse or it's a tragedy
Speedometer going up as I'm reeling
I'm loosing my mind and I don't have no feeling
A skin-walker up in my vision I see them
He coming for me and I don't have no choice
Using my voice
Vocal chords a shameless attempt to block out the noise
Eyes rolling back as I enter the void
I'm gone for now
The devil employed

Maggots digging through my hair
Laying still and rotting
Angel on my shoulder whispering that I should stay positive
Demon on the other side trying to get me to give up
The dream man
He got me feeling like I'm never enough
But sometimes its best to trust my instincts when they tell me I'm a mess
I got to expend a fraction of my life to start changing the rest
And ignoring the facts won't help anyone other than the devil
He tempting me to settle
I'll never stoop to his level
No

My life is a blank check
But I'm too weak to cash it out
Always fill in what I want
Yeah
Never go beyond writing it down

Today I thought 'bout my past
Once upon a time I was attacked
Blacked out and collapsed
Worst day ever had sent to the man in black
Offered me a contract
I traded my soul for a reason to laugh
A reason to be glad
Never signed off so fast
My skull shattered
My soul scattered
Don't know what happened
Spoon in my mouth
Life coming fast
But I spat on the platter
Don't want the mustache or top hat
Now I'm going mad like the hatter
Between popping a cap for cash and writing raps
I chose the latter

Thoughts been locked up
And I forgot to pay bail
Yeah
Wrote a blank check
Gave it to the man on the rails
Yeah
We'll be breaking out
We'll be breaking out
Yeah
We'll be breaking out
We'll be breaking out
Yeah

Thoughts been locked up
And I forgot to pay bail
(My life is a blank check)
Yeah
Wrote a blank check
Gave it to the man on the rails
(But I'm too weak to cash it out)
Yeah
We'll be breaking out
We'll be breaking out
(Always fill in what I want)
(Yeah)
Yeah
We'll be breaking out
We'll be breaking out
(Never go beyond writing it down)
Yeah

My life is a blank check
(My life is a blank check)
But I'm too weak to cash it out
(Too weak to cash it out)
Always fill in what I want
Yeah
(Fill in what I want yeah)
Never go beyond writing it down
(Go beyond writing it down)

My life is a blank check
(My life is a blank check)
But I'm too weak to cash it out
(Too weak to cash it out)
Always fill in what I want
Yeah
(Fill in what I want yeah)
Never go beyond writing it down