Текст песни Suicidal - Smooth Doubleb

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I wanna show you who I am, I'm being my true self with you
But you kick me to the curb once again
Why do I keep going through this, I just want you to know who I am

Know that you left your mark on me
Seeing you date this guy fucked me up
I was wishing on a little start to have you
But you spit in my face and walked all over me
Never took a trip with me, I let you be but you never cared for me

Fuck, you never cared about me, I spend all day thinking about you
But you never gave a fuck about me
All the hardship and pain I go through
Got me feeling like committing suicide
Who knows if I can do this anymore

Got me feeling suicidal, you got me feeling suicidal ohh
I don't want to do this anymore
Seeing you with this dude got me fucked up
Drinking away the pain-killing me softly
Smoking this joint acting like it'll get me through this pain
Popping these pills I'm tryna commit suicide
Drinking this lean I might be the next homicide
All I wanted was to show you who I am
Losing my energy through sex got me paralyzed

I wanna show you who I am, I'm being my true self with you
But you kick me to the curb once again
Why do I keep going through this
I wanna show you who I am, I'm being my true self with you
But you kick me to the curb once again
Why do I keep going through this, I just want you to know who I am
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I would name-drop you but people would know
I know we never met
But I thought we were telecommuting with each other
I guess he's making you smile, I guess you forgot all about me
Music videos, commercials, interviews, etc
Getting those awards for the fashion
This my last song about you
Cause you did me wrong and I know you did that on purpose
Using my energy to manifest your desires
Tryna destiny swap with me but ima be the one that has the last laugh
Cause this was all predestined for my destiny

I thought you were spiritual
Another girl went to a concert and left me once again
I keep on experiencing rejection
It seems like no one really gives a fuck about me
Just because I didn't respond in two days doesn't mean shit
I gave you my energy because I'm pure-hearted
I guess you just used me once again, never heard back from you
I guess you're a disgrace for humanity, suicide
I just wanted to let you know who I am
I just wanted to let you know who I am
Cause I don't think that they understand
When everything's made to be broken