Текст песни Even when - Softcore

I didn't look for you
You just came alone
I try to understand
What is it in your mind
But there is no choice
In those moments
When nobody is here
All that I can do is play your game
I can't understand
This situation
My solution
Is trying to enjoy it
I don't want to think
This is gonna end
But the awful truth
Tells me nothing is even started
I feel uncomfortable
Memories always confusing
It'll always be like this
I will never forget
About those many things
That you did and made feel like garbage
I wake up today
Thinking 'bout yesterday
I can not pretend
To reach anything that matters
I am nobody
I am a loser
I am always less
Than everything you want to possess
I didn't look for you
You just came alone
I try to understand
What is it in your mind
But there is no choice
In those moments
When nobody is here
All that I can do is play your game