Текст песни The Soliloquy - Soul Elements

Uh, yeah
Woke up this mornin', felt like a memory
Look into the mirror. See my worst enemy
Lord, can You help me!? What's gotten into me?
I'm tryna look around but my neck is in a guillotine
Or maybe its a pillory
Confessions
Let my head rest
It's killin' me
This is my soliloquy
I'm tired of bein' the nice guy! Futhamucaz crazy
Some of them actually think that they made me
And some that pay me, think that they own me
And some that I let borrow money still owe me
And some wanna clone me. Some wanna clown me
Some wanna test me and step to my boundaries
I ain't tryna come off hard but for God's sake
I met pain through Joy and this was heartache
This is my soliloquy
A transformed opus
I don't trust nobody. Tryna stay focused
Some of y'all feelin' me and know why I wrote this
And some of y'all will never understand why I stole shit
I make mistakes, I don't make excuses
I know I ain't perfect. It's called "Being Human"
You think you can stone him and then be like "Deuces!"
While you stand behind your shadow?
Who the cuff you think you foolin'?
This is my soliloquy
Repentance in a poem
My responsibilities were written in a storm
I made my own bed, now I gotta lie in it
But I ain't gonna lie til I die in it
I can't undo what's done but I can still do what's not done
I'll face Karma and, no, I will not run
He who transgresses must seek forgiveness
And this'll be the track to serve as my witness
This is my soliloquy
This is my soliloquy
The storm's on a rise and I'm lookin' for shelter
Not only can you help me, Lord, can You help US?
Through my lifetime, I've learned a hard lesson
Falling in love is a curse and a blessin'
You don't understand but, trust, once you've been there
All you'll ever wanna do your whole life is get there
I ain't tryna touch too hard on one subject
So I'm a stop now and leave it hangin' like a puppet
I gotta black bucket with a list full of nothin's
I'm stuck with. (Cuff it!) Leave yo' ass with crutches
Somethin's goin' on in this room full of bluffin'
One mans greed's got the whole world sufferin'
Numberin' the process. I'm wonderin'
When we gonna wake to the pictures that they colorin'?
This is my life! This is your life! This is our lives!
This our kids lives and we still keep mumblin'!
This is my soliloquy
And now I'm hearin' voices
Maybe it's ventriloquy got me makin' choices
Maybe my ability can croon with the noises
I'm stingin' like a killer bee immune to the poison
I use my agility to tune into the sources
Ain't too many real as me, I use my resources
Now I got you breakin' up just like divorces
And make you move like a Dilla beat back into the orbits
This is my soliloquy
Metamorphic forces
I use similes that may seem morbid
Warnin'! Beat'cho ass like you was an orphan
Make a girl wanna break-up with her jealous boyfriend
And I ain't no hardcore gangsta lookin' horrid
But I also ain't the type that you'd wanna go to war with
Ain't no money in music without endorsements
So gather all ya memories and choose what's important
This is my soliloquy
This is my soliloquy
The Gift
I have a little gift I'd love to share with you. I'll try to
NEED can be controlled. That hunger deep inside you
YOUR destiny is in your hands. I know you've cried the nights through
LOVE but the ones who've loved you back. Then you'll begin to fly too