Текст песни The Pressure Cooker - StandOut The Beast

You telling me
That I need to open up
But my feelings thats just
Something I don't know
How to discuss
So Ima slam shut & turn emotionless
And cold
Impossible to find the actions
And words that both go
Hand in hand fit together
Perfectly it seems
And I would give up anything
Just for 2017
I miss my best friend
The person that I could talk
To about anything so Me
I just opened up
I gave complete trust
And laid it all on the line and
I gave you everything
Never did you wrong one time
You were the exception
Treated different and protected
Then one day you switched
Up on me and then you left me
Took a piece of me with you
A piece we never got back
That was the day I died inside
And emotions became detached
I don't see me getting back
Abilities i had
To let my guard down
Put my heart out
So you could do it bad
There was to much said
Always remember but forgive
And I'm hoping to move past it
One day so we can live
Better lives than the one that's
Filled with toxic
Resentments we hold in us just
Jet fuel to this rocket (babe)
We taking off
0-100 so quickly
Trying to find the words to explain
How I'm feeling empty
It's been over 60
Months and for some reason I can't
Get over the fact it happened man
Something's gotta give
It's been a long road
Trying to fill the void created
With a deeper understanding of life
And the way we made it
Like this was just a game
And for some you been playing
Like all the hate and worthless talk
Has got me thinking
Why we will never make it
Regardless of what they saying
And the efforts rhat we've
Obtained along the way
Begin to straying
Like the feelings we developed for each
Other start to fade
We're both hanging onto something
That goes deeper than the pain
It's the love shared so pure
As the white snow
And we hold onto a hope yea
Nobody knows
But you are the reason my heart
Seems to skip beats
Perfect in every season
I see it's just you and me
But let's just keep it 100
Do you really see us making
Ir thru all the bullshit to happiness
Cuz I'm waiting
And I really think
The hurts to deep embedded roots
Which defined us as a couple
Everything thay we held onto
I feel is coming to an end
With bitterness at the core
Of the foundation we created
It can't be much more
And I bet that's just the reason
For what feels distant with these
Emotion
And hoping to finally get this
Off of my chest so will open
Another chapter to this novel we been
Writing called life
Im
M just praying that it's better
Than what we been thru bc I
Ain't got it in me
To keep going everyday we fight
Against each other with
Eagerness to be right
Thats only creating problems where Problems don't arise
My communication's terrible
Hats why i write (so)
And one thing I don't like is everything
Getting twisted taking bits
And pieces put it together and
Make a sentence
The start of and accusation
Formulation in your brain
Which usually has a negative
Outcome so I'm just saying
That I been wrong way
To many times to count
And took shit to these levels
Extreme with no way out