Текст песни Juneberry - Star Student

I'm tired of learning how to healthily give
Anything outside myself so I still tend to strip my sunken limbs just to try redeem the Selfishness that killed my wonder as a kid
Being close always meant I couldn't feel present
So when you say I'm safe to stay
The stutters come back even though I wear your smell on my shirt
Trying to take my meds won't always work
Until the day I die I will confuse joyousness for hurt

I hate myself
I'll let my health wither
Thinking I'm taking care of someone else
I used to swear I was fine
So now I work to feel able
When true love reads like a fable

It's my childlike needs on a shelf
It's you hoping your myopic, self serving advice could help
I know there isn't a moment that you think you missed
So why am I living more as a stranger, less as a kid
I think resentment is natural
It's how you navigate the growth not how far fell the apple
At least I fucking hope so