Текст песни Is This Supposed To Be - Steegz

I got a racist in my closet, a rapist locked in my basement
Now if you try to interpret, just please keep close your patience
I left my door wide open and the demons came in waves and
I just said welcome, not knowing what I initiated

Dealing with addiction, I convinced myself I held no blame
Till one day I seen ahead my way surely
Ends in an early grave
So I set to repent and spent myself night and day though
The habits remain

Percs and molly intoxicated and driving sloppy
Swerving often, dodging opps, no sweat, I'm on the poppy flower
Feeling tender in the senses, sour, sweet don't matter
Please don't grab away my precious source of heaven
I think I'm a coward

Today is endless
Tomorrow questioned, put to scrutiny
No excuses, no guessing
Your future my present
Your tooth be biting blessings
Hurl it, YEET! Now where the next thing

Pardon my obsession, do I have your attention, are you
Guarding or lending? Party or pending entry to the garden
Can't get in, get out or ghetto let drift, aimless vessels
Vices pull us, pills and pillows
Smell the smoke, ignore the billows

Careless bout my AH
Coming casket, knaameen
Feared none but what's in my attic attacking the rest of me
Shading over the stench and maggots, they just beans
Then I stepped on the road to Damascus, saw me

What it look like
A-la-la-la-la-la, ay, a-la-la-la-la-la

Monono Aware, I know
I know your body, the tones
I know my hobby explore
Oh no, C4 explode

Monono Aware, I know
I know your body, the tones
I know my hobby explore
Oh no, C4 explode

Under the sun out here baby, under the gun in there baby
Restin' mindful of both, a danger be necessary
Stayin' in place forever, no hessy, I'm calling you crazy
My path mapped out so wavy, whether walkin' or weaving Mercedes
I see to it baby

Keep it G from jump from seed to dust, leads us from slavery
Our lies our traps, a leaf to ash weakened the bastard's bravery
A lot of masters in my past, now I'm serving up savory
Lost patience for toll takin' tasks, now I flow like Euphrates

Hey soldier, I see progress, there's no mistakin
Don't hate boulder pushing, got the backbone aching
Just keep rollin' up and down can't leave it
So take it in fully, cause this is how it's gon' be

Lovely, ain't it? Don't act like there's a "hold" please
Conversatin' on the phone with the homie
Brother sayin', I shouldn't have to coach me
I said, you're playin' the game, it ain't phony

Never, it ain't stoppin' when you're stuck on your lonely
Ever, so cautious, I advise for the proceed
Remember, same blood till we die, please don't ghost me
A question, why act like you know how it's supposed to be

Uh, just how it's supposed to be
Surface level shit, never seen it, always too close to me

Uh, is this supposed to be
Fuck a damn question, man, rather just soak in the dream