Текст и перевод песни Sukimaswitch - Boku Note

Boku Note

耳を澄ますと微かに聞こえる雨の音
思いを綴ろうとここに座って言葉探している

考えて書いてつまずいて消したら元通り
12時間経って並べたもんは紙クズだった

君に伝えたくて 巧くはいかなくて
募り積もる感情は膨れてゆくだけ
吐き出すこともできずに

今僕の中にある言葉のカケラ
喉の奥、鋭く尖って突き刺さる
キレイじゃなくたって 少しずつだっていいんだ
この痛みをただ形にするんだ

何をしても続かない子供の頃の僕は
「これぞってモノ」って聞かれても答えに困っていた
そんな僕にでも与えられたものがあると言うんなら
迷い立ち止まった自分自身も信じていたいな

僕がいるこの場所は少し窮屈だけど
愛に満ちた表情でぬくもり溢れて
そして君の声がする

足元に投げ捨てたあがいた跡も
もがいている自分も全部僕だから
抱えている想いをひたすらに叫ぶんだ
その声の先に君がいるんだ

耳を澄ますと確かに聴こえる僕の音
空は泣き止んで雲が切れていく

今僕が紡いでいく言葉のカケラ
一つずつ折り重なって詩（うた）になる
キレイじゃなくたって 少しずつだっていいんだ
光が差し込む

この声が枯れるまで歌い続けて
君に降る悲しみなんか晴らせればいい
ありのままの僕を君に届けたいんだ
探していたものは、目の前にあった

Boku Note

I can faintly hear the sound of rain when I listen closely
I'm sitting here trying to find the words to write down my thoughts

I think and write, stumble and erase, and it's back to where it started
After 12 hours, all I've got is a piece of scrap paper

I want to convey to you, but I can't do it well
My emotions build up inside me and only grow
I can't even let them out

The fragments of words that are in me now
Prick and pierce sharply at the back of my throat
Even if it's not beautiful, even if it's slow, it's fine
I just have to turn this pain into something

As a child, I couldn't stick with anything I did
When asked what "my thing" was, I was always at a loss for an answer
If there's something that's been given even to me
I want to believe in myself, even when I'm lost and at a standstill

The place where I am is a little cramped
But it's filled with warmth and love, and
Your voice is there

The traces of my struggles that I've thrown aside at my feet
The part of me that's struggling - it's all me
I'll just keep shouting out the thoughts I'm holding onto
Because at the end of that voice is you

When I listen closely, I can definitely hear my own sound
The sky has stopped crying, and the clouds are breaking up

The fragments of words that I'm weaving together now
Will overlap one by one and become a song
Even if it's not beautiful, even if it's slow, it's fine
The light is shining

I'll keep singing until my voice goes hoarse
If I can clear away the sadness that's raining down on you
I want to deliver the real me to you
What I was looking for was right in front of me