Текст песни Paranoid - Sumet Ketchaiyo

Never know when shadows creep to take my life
I've been sleeping with my guard up every night
In the ride, I pray to God I don't see those lights
Damn, they're right behind me, closing in tight

Wake up every morning, anxiety's my routine
They know where I live, it's like I'm in a scene

Friends and family switchin' lanes
Ever since that check, I've felt the change
Eyes wide open, I'm watching you close
More people wanna be me, but trust? I don't know
Tell me why I can't catch a break
When will they come for me? What's at stake?

A paranoid mind makes plans that are frail
I'm doing what I can, but I'm bound to fail
Struggling just to find my peace of mind
Feels like I'm alone, can't trust a soul to find

Keeping it loaded, right by my side
Lord, have mercy if they decide to slide
Can't catch a wink, yeah, I'm wide awake
If you pull up to my spot, make no mistake

Helicopters circling high above the ground
No escape from the watchful eyes all around
Politicians and the lies, where do I stand?
Tell me what's the point of picking sides, man

Tell me why I can't catch a break
When will they come for me? What's at stake?
A paranoid mind makes plans that can't last
I'm doing what I can, but it's slipping fast

Mind racing all day, it costs more than gold
Paying the price for the stories I've told
I'm not going nowhere, just trying to live right
Killing myself softly just to make it through the night

Minute by minute, I'm pushing through the grind
Woke up every morning, determined to find
Windows always tinted, ain't no peeking in
But deep down I know they'll come for me again

Tell me why I can't catch a break
When will they come for me? What's at stake?
A paranoid mind makes plans that can't last
I'm doing what I can, but it's slipping fast
Struggling just to find my peace