Motive

Okay, Whats the motive
Been going hard 2 times
This is called devotion
I gave a piece of my heart
And they just keep on tossing it
Don't move by emotions
They wanna see me hopeless
9 times outta 10 am focused
I'm the chosen one
Cant make another one
Am 1 of 1 is purely art
Ain't no suit n tie
Am getting paid to speak my mind
Sometimes am on demon time
Cannot let em take whats mine (yeah)
I got a family they depending
Sometimes i feel Norman Bates
Am goin crazy
Cant make em understand me
If IQ is all damaged
They be talking negative, understatements
Yeah i fell and prevailed
How can i regret it?
Trynna find a better route
They keep on instigating
Am too calm and collected
But am running outta patience
Minding my business
Stand on business i cant even mention
Standing ovation when i drop some
They lose their patience
I told u already
That am not someone that u could mess with
Your blessed if me and you really ever connected
From a soul thats been rejected
What you expect
Am really nat a custom to relations
They have their own intentions
I stand ten toes down boy Thats gravitation
Is deep how i take it
And i'on gotta fake it just to make it
Pay attention i ain't basic, yeah
I be thinking how i got here with a heavy heart
Stretching my arms
Never wining when i talk to god
Cough up a lung
Am dead inside No facade
And truth be told
Its all my fault with this humble heart
Niggaz turning against me
They cant come back from that
But I blame myself
Expecting loyalty from everyone
Product of my city
If they try me i'mma clap back
Am cut from a different cloth
They know they cant match that
Solidified Trapper theres no big dawg
I stamp that
Now i demand my Respect yeah
Put Respek on my name like Bird
They see them tables just turned
Instead of hating you should try to learn