From Zero to Nothing

Day after day
Recurring self-acting gestures
I can but feel this repetition
And stand benumbed
I cannot run away
My existence in dissolution
How could I break this steady cycle
To rise instead into light again

I have been waiting for the day
When I could sort it out
But nothing ever changes
I'm wasting my own life
I am going from zero to nothing

I have been waiting for the day
When I could sort it out
But nothing ever changes
I'm wasting my own life
And becoming what I have sworn to never be

When there is no way out
All just become insignificant

I can't breathe
I can't sleep
Am I dead?
No more faith
No more hopes
No more dreams

I have been waiting for the day
When I could sort it out
But nothing ever changes
I'm wasting my own life
I am going from zero to nothing

I have been waiting for the day
When I could sort it out
But nothing ever changes
I'm wasting my own life
And becoming what I have sworn to never be