The Love

I can't find the love
Am I tryin' enough?
On my grind because
I know my time ain't up

Tell me who you know that got a flow like this
Who could fuse the new school with the soul like this?
Who you know with no ice still cold like this?
All of my raps are blunt, I gotta roll like this
I'm in killer mode, I deliver but I never front though
Tryna get a buzz like some liquor to the liver
Wanna ball with all my niggas
I'm an artist, I'm a spitter not a quitter
I consider me as somebody that you cannot get rid of
I'm a riddle, hard to figure out
I took a different route but we all on the road to riches
I'm 'bout to go the distance
I'm so persistent, on a mission
I got the hottest writtens
I don't see no competition
Let me humble myself
But I'm determined to make it even if none of you help
I'm learning you can't always depend on somebody else
Skills top notch, still I'm on the bottom shelf
Won't stop till I'm rollin' deep in the money like I'm Adele
I don't get enough love far as I can tell
Even if you never knew my name
When I come through I'ma do my thing
What you put out, it boomerang

I can't find the love
Am I tryin' enough?
On my grind because
I know my time ain't up

I know I'm the bomb but I gotta blow
When it's gonna happen, I ain't gotta know
I guess that it's only meant for God to know
I know that I'm dope but I'm modest though
It's love in the right places if you look for it
Stop thinkin' about the past homie, look forward
Always put your best foot forward
Get your priorities in good order
Mama tell me pray to the good Lord
'Cause every day I'm seein' hate right now
Half of the people that's in your face right now live a fake life now
On their page it's a fake lifestyle
They even payin' for fake likes now?
It's all for the love, money, and power
Sometimes it's all the above
But I guess that it's better than profiting from drugs
'Cause you can get charged when you wanna be the plug
But who am I to judge?
'Cause still

I can't find the love
Am I tryin' enough?
On my grind because
I know my time ain't up

I can't find the love
I can't find the love

Yeah, I got fake people showin' fake love to me
Talkin' down on me, then wanna get up with me
Didn't help me get on my feet but now you wanna run with me
I don't mean only lately, what have you ever done for me?
You actin' dumb funny thinking you could ever eat with me
But you would never hunt with me when I was hungry
But now you see I'm nice and might just have buzz comin'
But I was something special even in my mother's stomach
She said I have a gift and I should never run from it
But to keep it one hundred it's hard to make funds from it
Been at it since I was a youngin' and now I got a bun in the oven comin'
Who will never have to question if someone love him
People will say they got your back, but some of 'em frontin'
They hurt you but you tellin' people you think nothin' of 'em
Thinkin' of what I been doin' instead of what I wasn't
I'll be spreadin' love as long as my blood is pumpin'