Ambulance Accident

I should be seeking evangelists
But I'm leaving the ambulance
Screaming and panicking
While claiming I'm bleeding by accident
Leaking my damages
I was the good guy, being too bad at it
They say I'm a happy kid and I have talent
But I'm feeling average
I'm crawling and I caused it
My coffin was built by my own wanting
The blood is dripping all over the place
I cant see myself, it's all over my face
And my eyes
I'm deprived of my sight
I cant see clear
Now I have to rely on my hands and ears and my smell
The man I hear is myself screaming for help
But I cant help cause I fell
I might be sick and distorted
So I put my trust in the sky
If you killed me and snorted all of my blood you'd get high
So I quit the spliffs and slit my wrist
When I'm down on supply
I'm about to get high
While feeling 6 feet under
Chest pump 6 beats more a minute
Each minutes feels longer each time it passes

I should be seeking evangelists
But my demons can handle it
My fear of what hadn't been
Tackled me down and appeared as if that had went
Away with the wind
I'm afraid of my friends
Cause they change every minute
And I hate making friends but I made 'em again
Just hoping they stay like my pen

I should be seeking evangelists
Cause I'm leaving the ambulance
Seeing the accident really is tragic
Cause there's no one to help an ambulance accident
An ambulance accident

I should be seeking evangelists
Or maybe a therapist
Cause I'm crashing my ambulance into another
To smash it and claim it's an accident
Punch every mirror I'm standing in
Yeah I should be seeking evangelists
But I keep bringing damage while feeling no happiness
Yeah it is tragic, it's
An ambulance accident