Am I a Ghost?

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All my words
Turn to dust and drift away
A nod and a smile
Masking hands strapped with grenades

Un-anchored in life, wish I knew how to swim
With no boat in sight, the tides are taking me in
Take down my name, it's another smudge, it never stains

Am I a ghost?
Am I out of place?
In a ballroom of strangers with nothing to say
A wilted bouquet wasted away
Day after day, after day, after day

Sitting at a table
They wear suits and lies
They're shaking my hand
Lucky, I got blue eyes
But they don't see the kid who dreamed of this disguise
Lately, it's been hard for him to watch me cry

Don't look in the mirror, or I'll see what I hate
I'll suck up my tears
'Cause I think that I've gained weight
Wish I'd disappear, there's a line to escape
And I'm waiting right here
All I wanna say is

Am I a ghost?
Am I out of place?
In a ballroom of strangers with nothing to say
A wilted bouquet wasted away
Day after day, after day, after day

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Am I a ghost?
Stuck in this place
Day after day, after day, after day