Changes

I feel the changes
Focus on my self and all my angles
Never like position life was in
So i done changed and rearranged it
Create a better me through all them phases
Ain't no love I'm handing out
Right now this shit Too dangerous

I done faced it
Only trusting me cause I'm the safest
Dealing with this world
Will have tied
Or leave you hanging like some laces
It's only you that's worth the chasing
Secure that bag it's back to basics

Walk with a nigga
I show you my pain
Making sense of all this shit
Will put a strain on the brain

Get to feeling like I'm Aubrey
When this shit ain't the same
All these habits turn to hobbies
When my mental in pain

Not a drinker but I always tend
To bottle somethings
Love to smoke cause when i lit
The feelings burn like some sage
Taking steps can never leap
Cause i been blinded by faith

I Tie my trust up to string
So it don't wonder a stray
It's year since you died and I'm feeling the same
What was you feeling in yo heart
When you poppin them thangs

Was it fear or was you brave
Cause you was numbing the pain
Call me crazy cause i understand
Them feelings these days
It's some voids that can't be filled

Until the sources explained
Had some trust for all my senses
But the narrative changed

Its some anger in my world
I stay confusing like names
Cant be the coach, player, captain
Of these devilish games

I feel the changes
Focus on my self and all my angles
Never like position life was in
So i done changed and rearranged it
Create a better me through all them phases
Ain't no love I'm handing out
Right now this shit Too dangerous

I done faced it
Only trusting me cause I'm the safest
Dealing with this world
Will have tied
Or leave you hanging like some laces
Its only you thats worth the chasing
Secure that bag its back to basics

Too defensive with a pride
I'm relentless with mine
How tf im still wrong
But protecting my side

All that change bring on a fear
Cause its a part of me dying
So what's the hardest
Being killed or rebuilding yo mind

All the ways i try to cope
Are never healing my mind
I'll smoke when I'm mad
I'll smoke when I'm fine
Ain't difference when you handle all feelings like mine
I put myself in these positions
But been strong to survive

I feel the changes
I'm facing
I'm on way but patient
Ain't slowing when you destined
For yo placement
Living thru these wrongs
Then I fell em on these pages
Start to feel alone
In a world that's complacent
Seeking on my own Aint no point of me complaining
Losing all my friends and my fears thru these phases