Steady, Waiting, Hoping

Silent six months
Do we kiss or do we hug now?
The ease that we once wore
Was crippled when you closed your mouth

Three strikes, now I'm out of patience
I give and give but I'm always taken out of the picture
Cause you'll always pick her

I'm losing my mind over the trying
I cannot breathe, I cannot fight this
I don't wanna hide that I wanna hold you baby
When you blame it on distance it just feels like disinterest

I want more than a memory
Someone to understand me
Love that makes you glow
And leaves you overflowing
I keep my heart open
Steady, waiting, hoping

Expecting the worst
Darkest corner of my mind
When I met your girlfriend
She said you talk about me all the time
But somehow I'm the last one knowing
I give and give but there's nothing to show for it
I wanna be there
And I don't care if it's squared

I'm losing my mind over the trying
I cannot breathe, I cannot fight this
I don't wanna hide that I wanna hold you baby
When you blame it on distance it just feels like disinterest

I want more than a memory
Someone to understand me
Love that makes you glow
And leaves you overflowing
I keep my heart open
Steady, waiting, hoping
I won't be making it easy
For these lovers to bleed me
Dry without a warning
Rain just keeps on pouring
But-I keep my heart open
Steady, waiting, hoping

I should be guarded as hell
Cause you don't see how hard I fell
One sided conversation
Misguided communication
I should be guarded as hell
Cause you don't see how hard I fell
But I keep my heart open
I'm steady, waiting, hoping

I want more than a memory
Someone to understand me
Love that makes you glow
And leaves you overflowing
Steady, waiting, hoping
I won't be making it easy
For these lovers to bleed me
Dry without a warning
Rain just keeps on pouring
But-I keep my heart open
Steady, waiting, hoping