Текст песни Unwell - Takykardia

I'd describe myself as outgoing,
easy to bring as your plus one
But in this constellation something's wrong
I've felt unlike myself since day one
Why don't they recognise me?
I've known them since I was teen
I might have dyed my hair red
Straightened my curls
since we last met

I've been around
all of the time
Why don't they see me?
I've been around
all of the time
Why don't they see
I'm lonely?

They all know each other so well
Nobody asks me how I feel
Present themselves as if we've never met
though we're friends on the internet
Their insecurities are contagious
I'm usually way too much
But in this constellation I'm numb
Convinced my breath is bad
although I eat gum

I've been around
all of the time
Why don't they see me?
I've been around
all of the time
Why don't they see
I'm lonely?
That I am lonely?

I've been around
all of the time
Why don't they see me?
I've been around
all of the time
Why don't they see
I'm lonely?
Lonely

I know they'll be there tonight
To them I'm just your silent wife
Takes too much effort to break the spell
You can't have fun when I'm there, unwell