Текст песни 2018 Eloise - Tank McCoy

A lot of times I be thinking bout my baby mother
A lot of times I be thinking how we hate each other
A lot of times I was drinking sniffing cane or something
A lot of times said she working she was banging someone
We was both wrong that didn't make us right
Got my soul lost God take it byke
God gave me light God saved my life
Tried to tell baby mama but she say Im lyin
Guess she hate Im tryin it aint appeasing her
To be a dead beat father would be easier
That would be absurd Eloise would hurt
Nothing like my father so Im never leaving her
Always be a bother always text her in the morning
Tell her that I love her let her know she is important
Tell her daddy miss her send her kisses from her sister
Tell her God is working we just gotta stay persistent
BM prolly delete em I still insist to send em
I always end with Gods blessing I hope she gets the message
She only think its deception when I be in my Bible
Tell her bout the blessings now she think Im being spiteful
Changed direction but she still remember seeing rifles
Remembers all the drugs remembers me as prideful
But cant remember Eloise and I cheesing smiling
It be that every time but she be being blind
She be throwing shade want me to go away
Asked me to sign away my rights ha no way
What makes you think you in the right oh dang
Confused and losing all ye noodles lo mein
Yuh as low as it can get
How you so boldly just hold me from my kid
Youve known of what I did but clueless to my doings
I hope one day youll see what Im ruthlessly pursuing
Truth leads to ruin when revealed after lies
That gives me hope that ease my mind
Cause the God of Abarham gon hold him down and stay with him
Mold him through his praying hands to reach them blind
Teach them kindness through speaking rhymes in
Meekness bind them and reach they minds
Speak no lies just preaching bout the Father
Learning bout the kingdom teach it to my daughters
Wont leave em to be slaughtered in this world of constant trouble
Then I pray that faith will trickle down to Eloises mother
Amen