Disappear

And it's one more time, can't catch up
'Cause I don't pay attention
And I try my best, I try
But I never learned my lesson
And I never really cared
Can't get over your rainbow-colored hair
I was always fucking looking for someone there
Then I realized my friends just disappeared
And I-and I never really cared
Can't get over your rainbow-colored hair
I was always fucking looking for someone there
Then I realized my friends just disappeared
And you never really know
Lookin' at me in the mirror and I feel like a ghost
And I know that I never really show
When I focus on the time it always goes
I hate this life I live
All in my DMs, I don't want that bi-
And they talk 'bout me and I don't really get it
And I can't find a purpose, so why am I living?
FUCK
They like "Oh my god, you did it!"
But I hate my life, I can not stop winning
But I feel myself and I really need help
I don't care about my life, I don't care about my health
And I never really cared
Can't get over your rainbow-colored hair
I was always fucking looking for someone there
Then I realized my friends just disappeared
And I never really cared
Can't get over your rainbow-colored hair
I was always fucking looking for someone there
Then I realized my friends just disappeared