Sometimes

Used to wanna run away

Find myself another day

Used to wanna try to quit like I get high another way
Used to crave the rain but I'm missing all the summer days
Used to wanna think how one day I would have a ton of plays
That was back then but I'm living right now
Had a bunch of bad friends but they chilling right now
Talking 'bout my music, laughing, telling all them jokes
Shake my hand when they see me, ask me if I'm tryna smoke

But no matter where I go, I think everyone's my foe

I think everyone's my enemy and everybody knows
I let everything get ruined 'cause I'm too scared to be happy
'Cause every time I smile that's when life used to come at me
My back is up against the wall, I feel it cracking
I'm trapped in my mind, it's like these demons overlapping
And laughing at all the pain I'm feeling from this rapping
It's sad when your passion turn to another past tense

I'm grabbing every chance I got to grab the wheel and up and leave
And I hope when I disappear no one remember me
And I hope when they see me they all think of how it be
When I was all alone and ain't no one was helping me
And every time I stare out at the lights I think of me

Walking 'round New York when I had just turned seventeen
And thinking one day I'll be living here and feeling free
And one day all this pain will turn into a memory

Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep
Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat
Sometimes I feel let down staring at my feet
Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end
Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend
Sometimes I get down but I bring me up again
Used to wanna try to live but I'm dying to pretend, yeah

Every song is just the same lines
The same bullshit, the same beats playing at the same time
The same days working 'til the day became night
The same hard work just to stack and save dimes
Trash, I'm late to class, I hate this glass
Because it's always half full even painted black

And even though I take it back
I remember wishing life would make it break in half
I remember finding love, I was thinking damn
It's the second heartbreak that will make a man
'Cause it's after they're gone when you make a plan
When you praying that an album could make a grand
Take me back to the days of my part time

Because now every worst day just seem like a hard time
I been feeling like a lost mind
Because I'm looking at your heart so I know I gotta guard mine

Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep
Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat
Sometimes I feel let down staring at my feet
Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end
Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend
Sometimes I get down but I bring me up again
Used to wanna try to live but I'm dying to pretend, yeah

Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep
Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat
Sometimes I feel let down staring at my feet
Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end
Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend
Sometimes I get down but I bring me up again
Used to wanna try to live but I'm dying to pretend, yeah
Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep
Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat
Sometimes I feel let down staring at my feet
Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end
Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend
Sometimes I get down but I bring me up again
Used to wanna try to live but I'm dying to pretend, yeah