Текст песни A Message from Taya - Teelow

In response to this
I would like to hear what's gonna happen here but I'm not available
Um, 'cause that's what I was gonna talk to you about because I feel a bit stagnant with JC
And I just feel like it's not really helping me
I don't know
I'm just not happy with where I'm at when it comes to JC
Um
I don't really know why I'm doing it
I think I'm just doing it because
I don't know
But I'm just not feeling good about it
And I was gonna say that I need to take a step back, because like
The way it's been, like, moving recently has been a bit jarring
Like, I'm tryna say this as sensitively as possible
I'm not tryna disrespect you

You-- You put something in the chat
Expect everyone to reply
I reply, maybe Ellen replies, but no-one else replies
It comes to the day now and I'm putting in the chat like"So are we doing Lounge?" 'cause this is the day that we decided
And then people are saying that"Ah I'm busy today"
Like you knew you were busy the day that it was put in the chat
And that stuff really annoys me
It feels like it's a second thought for some people
It's an afterthought and I be putting this in the front of my mind all the time
All the time
And it's getting annoying now because I feel like I'm one of the only people doing that
And I just
I don't have time or energy for it
If that's how it's gonna be
And you know I love JC
And you know I love you
And you know that this is something that I wanna do
But the way this is working out is just jarring
And I've been voicing this for years now
But it's just come to a point where it makes me more angry than anything when I see
Like, messages in the chat
It's not even just a Lounge thing
It's just a JC thing in a whole
As a whole
I just feel like it's weird
And I don't know how to explain it.