Текст песни doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 (acoustic/rooftop version) - Teen Suicide

Him talking and playing until he gets it right
This is not a song about sleep or death
It's something much smaller and paler than that
Im not going to show to my friends
Cause when i came home
I'd lost thirty something pounds
I didn't leave my bed
I threw up in a bathroom
In baltimore
Before dancing with a girl
I'll probably never talk to again
We won't be friends
And i won't be nice to anyone because i don't see why i should
I don't see the point
I won't get clean for the rest of my life
I won't be nice