(1) COLDHEARTED

You know
Life's kinda crazy but
I think the more we talk about it
The more we heal, right?
So let's talk about it
25' was one of the hardest
Let's get it started
Ever since I started
Knew I'd top-chart it
I hate bein soft-hearted
Always feel the need to keep my emotions guarded
People think I'm
Cold-hearted, but
Don't recognize the fire they started
First tracks of the year
Wonderin if it's gonna be a good year
Seeing others have a good year
Hovering over them is a "good year"
I just wanna feel free
Like I have the chance to breathe
Feels like I'm drowning
Killing me spiritually
Still, yet I reach out
Wondering who would reach for me too, but
As it turns out
To pull someone, you gotta reach too
Maybe I'll try therapy
For what someone did to me
Ain't it crazy?
Gotta trade my currency for an apology
The past year was one of the hardest
Let's get it started
Ever since I started
Knew I'd top-chart it
I hate being soft-hearted
Keep my emotions guarded
Don't recognize the fire they started but
They'll swear up and down that I'm
Cold-hearted
Old habits don't die with the year
It's up to you when you put down the beer
It's up to you when you let go of the fears
Keep those you love near
This is my resolution
Do you in spite of what they doing
Move even if no one is moving
Take the cruise, even if no one is cruising
Ain't it crazy?
Someone's in therapy
For how you made them feel
How you made them feel was real
Trading their currency, wanting an apology
Said
Ain't it crazy how you're both spending money
Waiting on a free apology?
The past year was one of the hardest
Let's get it started
Ever since I started
I believed I'd top-charted
Used to hate being soft-hearted
I'd keep my emotions guarded
Don't recognize the fire they started, but
Deep down know I'm
Cold-hearted