Текст песни Gravity - The Eden Project

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind
I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes
But I can't sleep and oh God, I wanted you to be your high
But everything I said went unheard
And everything you saw with the eyes straight blurred became my downfall
Cause you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know you lied when you said you just gotta go and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks, girl
And it means nothing till you let it
But if you second guessing
Then there's only gonna be one end
You can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you fell you have to
Now, I'll be fine if you ever ask me
I know it's hard, but no one said it's easy
Falling's easy, but there's only one way up
So I've been thinking that I think too much
And I can't sleep but I can dream of us
And I've been seeing shit like horror cuts
It's burning down, I gotta drown this out
And you said you need me to let this go
But it's who I am or am I just losing it
Cause you said jump and I went first
But falling's always been my downfall
And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know you lied when you said you just had enough and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks, girl
And it means nothing till you let it
And if you keep second guessing
Then there's only gonna be one end
You can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you fell you have to
And I can drink if I fell I have to
I know it's hard, but I can't feel like I used to
Like I used to
Cause I used to defy gravity
Defy gravity
Goodbyes keep dragging me down
And I'm fighting gravity
Defying gravity
And tried but I keep falling
Cause falling's easy but it only brings you down