Loose Change

Slept with my eyes kinda open
Talked back to God like an old friend
Said, "Let's reverse the devotion"
Tell me no

Learning that life is a rental
Burning the ends of the candle
So fun to let go the handle

Let it blow over
Yet again
It's just a hangover
It'll end
I'm like a toy soldier
Hard to bend
Been wishing on clovers
Not getting anything

I, I been holding on to loose change
Why try when I still won't get in?
I, I been looking for a new game
Why try when I'll still feel like this?

When I'll still feel like this?

Poison the old stream of consciousness
Unaware I'm the conduit
Ultimately the cause of it
Tell me no

Maybe I'm due to recalibrate
All I want is to celebrate
All the things I can never change

Let 'em blow over
Yet again
I'm wishing on clovers
Not getting anything

I, I been holding on to loose change
Why try when I still won't get in?
I, I been looking for a new game
Why try when I'll still feel like this?

When I'll still feel like this?