Текст песни Lord Knows 2 - The Real CEO

Im getting everything I ever wanted but Im still tripping
I got money and ambition and I damn sure had the bitches, but I'm bitter
It seems that everything aint what I dreamed
I was praying for some money, now I got a couple of Gs
But I still aint really pleased
I put my hands together and I get down on my knees
I never go to church but then be praying about some things
Im trying to get these loans up out my way so I can breathe
Dont wanna have no child, I cant afford to pay them fees
You thought this life was easy
I'm confused on how my views ain't where they need to be
Got me questioning if I'm gone make it to the TV Screen
When I should be focused on myself and my inner peace
Mind is always on the money, monetizing everything
I be thinking about it so much that I can't go to sleep
Thinkin bout the day that I can pay off all this debt
But the thing that I forget, is that money come with stress
(Real shit)

A lot of times we pray for things
Not knowing the true outcome and responsibility of our prayers
Ive always dreamed of the day that I could have so much money and be debt free
I've even dreamed about it so much that I couldn't sleep
But I started losing sight of the things that truly meant something to me

Im paranoid, I don't believe in my niggas
They be telling me they problems, but they never gone listen
Like I'm a doctor and I can give them prescriptions on how they feeling
But really I'm in my feelings and it seems unappealing
To them, I'm making money I don't deserve to be mad
But they don't understand the consequences gettin this cash
Im chasing dreams and I share it with you, but you ain't seeing that
See me get some views and now you wanna share my music back
They say it's the ones that's closest to you that's gone turn they back
I dont mean to copy niggas, but Im only speaking facts
Meausring myself against these rappers who dont even rap
Looking at they sales like how the fuck can I compete with that
Losing sight in all the smaller things that I accomplished
Like these fans thats fucking with my music cuz I got a conscience
Aint no way that you can that you got sense if it aint common
I guess it's safe to say, everybody got some problems

I've always been the man to talk to when my friends have problems
No psychological certifications but I know how to solve them
But what happens when the teacher becomes the student
And the student never learned enough to become a tutor?
Everybody think when you get a little bit of money your life is great
But that's their first mistake