Текст песни Dark Night - The Real Young Swagg

So, this isn't how it's supposed to go (Go)
Every mornin' that I wake up on the bedroom floor (Floor)
I face to face with all my demons goin' toe to toe
I pray to God for some grace, I think I need some mo' (Need some mo')
'Cause time is ticking, I don't know if I can make it
And I been gettin' sicker and then my body started shakin' (Shake)
I'm feelin' all the pressure from the evil I've been facin'
I'm tryin' to be strong but can't fake it
'Cause I'm so tired of pretendin' that I'm okay (Okay)
Only thing you findin' in my mind is just more pain
Keep it hidin' right behind the wall I like to call "Shame"
People always try to help me, I just tell them "Go away!"
Then I regret it the second you walk off
But I blame you anyway, and put up a closed door
Now I'ma lock it up tight and I check it to be sure
Then I turn around like I don't even know you no more

How can I break away from all this pain that's locked up inside me?
I'm so tired of hidin', I think I need some help
I'm going crazy lately, thinkin' there ain't nobody like me
Yeah, I'm tryin' to fight it but I'm all by myself
So, how can I break away from this pain that's locked up inside me?
I'm so tired of fightin', I think I need some help
I look around for somebody, but there ain't no one inside
Yes, the darkest of nights and I'm all by myself

That's why I try to find another way to deal with it
I keep a notebook on my side and put my feeling's in
It's overflowin', so I'm hoping you could reel me in
Because I'm paralyzed, and I just wanna feel again
I try to hide it but I'm naked to the core
And I'm so fuckin' tired, I can't take it anymore
So I'm searchin' for somebody 'cause I need to find a cure
Thinkin' something inside but I ain't sure, so...

How can I break away from all this pain that's locked up inside me?
I'm so tired of hidin', I think I need some help
I'm going crazy lately, thinkin' there ain't nobody like me
Yeah, I'm tryin' to fight it but I'm all by myself
How can I break away from this pain that's locked up inside me?
I'm so tired of fightin', I think I need some help
I look around for somebody, but there ain't no one inside
Yes, the darkest of nights and I'm all by myself