Текст песни inside(s) - TheFeetHands

This time next year I'll be twenty
Three years left at most if I'm lucky
Why am I scared of the number 23?
If I scream at death will he hear me?
I'm a taurus, but that is all shit
Want to say fuck it, I'm doomed to this
Been feeling like this since 2016
I'm fucked and I'm doomed, stuck in this gen Z
This time next year I'll be twenty
Fuck, thats scary!
Feel unhealthy, bones of jelly
Teeth are melting, hairs are shedding
Do you want me? Do you love me?
Is this working? Are we working?
Dumb enough to try
Dumb enough to feel something inside
Wanting my demise
Can you fix my insides?
I'm leaning towards
A path that I'm not sure that I'm quite ready for
I'll never learn
And I'm way way way way too stubborn
Will you help me now?
That I'm screaming out?
I'm thinking how I was confused about
Everything I drown my anger in
Yeah I'm done with this
No more letting myself slip 'cause I'm
Dumb enough to try
Dumb enough to feel something inside
Wanting my demise
Can you fix my insides?
Dumb enough to try
Dumb enough to feel something inside
Wanting my demise
Can you fix my insides?
Always driving myself insane
Driving
Can't do that yet, ay ay
Need to grow up
Up
Need to show up to work more
Need to learn why I shouldn't be stubborn
Why am I thinking when I should be growing up
'Cause I'm dumb enough to try
I'm dumb enough to feel something inside
Wanting my demise
Can you fix my insides?
Dumb enough to try
Dumb enough to feel something inside
Wanting my demise
Can you fix my insides?
Dumb enough to try
Dumb enough to feel something inside
Wanting my demise
Can you fix my insides?
This time next year I'll be twenty
3 years left at most if I'm lucky
Why am I scared of the number 23?
If I scream at death will he hear me?