Текст песни Lose This Life - Thorb

I don't wanna lose this life
I don't wanna lose this life
I don't wanna lose this life
I don't wanna

I don't wanna lose this life
Swear I won't abuse this life
I just wanna do this right
I just wanna do this right, yeah
And they don't wanna see me here
Yeah they prolly want me dead
I don't wanna beg
I don't ever sleep I don't wanna go bed
I don't ever wanna be with all the demons in my head

Now I hate to think about my reality
I don't wanna do nothin that doesn't challenge me
Need to balance me
I be falling of the ledge
And they say I need to market more to level up my cred
But the funny thing is that I be on Twitter like a thousand less times than the Pres
Shit and look where that's lead
All the popularity
Man that shit is scaring me
Cause if I don't attain it, tell me what is really there for me.
(It's all I really got right now)
Yeah it's all I really need to stay sane
Then I see awards go to artists for doin' the same things
But it's all about the money, we using the same change, right
And I don't wanna hate back here
But if I fail, I done wasted like the last 8 years
So pardon me if I get bitter, go ahead and get ya cheddar then
I'm just tired of losin' to who I'm better than

I don't wanna lose this life
Swear I won't abuse this life
I just wanna do this right
I just wanna do this right, yeah
And they don't wanna see me here
Yeah they prolly want me dead
I don't wanna beg
I don't ever sleep I don't wanna go bed
I don't ever wanna be with all the demons in my head

This is hour 18 of my session
I should prolly be spittin' this for Barclays
While everybody litty in the section
But instead every day of my life's an intersection
I can't do a single thing wrong with my possession
If I do, it go the other way like interceptions
Only way that I could ever tackle all the stressin'
Sit back and understand this life here's a blessin'
I could prolly look back and listen to this
Recognize that I was really killin' this shit
I taught it to myself with no mother fuckin' help
Like come on man, I'm even fuckin' mixing the shit
This as good as it gets
And if it ain't approved by the masses, oh well
Everybody got a dream, but some they don't tell
Me, I put my life in a laptop
Grin for a picture but it's pain the backdrop yuh

I don't wanna lose this life
Swear I won't abuse this life
I just wanna do this right
I just wanna do this right, yeah
And they don't wanna see me here
Yeah they prolly want me dead
I don't wanna beg
I don't ever sleep I don't wanna go bed
I don't ever wanna be with all the demons in my head

I don't wanna lose this life
Swear I won't abuse this life
I just wanna do this right
I just wanna do this right, yeah
I don't wanna lose this life
Swear I won't abuse this life
I just wanna do this right
I just wanna do this right