Текст песни Self Titled - Thorn

I must address this
I must confess this
I've wasted mad time on shit that I've been stressing
Hold me close
Those of you who know me most
Before I'm fully ghost
Here's your chance at an adios
Shout out to my homies though
You always there, unless you fuckers owe me dough
Grinding through my summer times
And through my troubled times
Criticize myself when I'm thinking up the dumbest rhymes
Hunting down these dollar signs
But I know my soul's gone if I sign those dotted lines
This has been a plot of mine
Use to love this rap game until this shit got sodomized
Wish that I was good enough
Want my city like Melo with his hoodie up
Balling out
To those of you who've fallen out
I'll pay you back one day
In large amounts
I'm the one they talk about
Never to my face though
My back has a target now

These days my mirror gets the best of me
Don't know if I'm staring down a friend or an enemy
Do you know what that's like
I'll ask again, do you know what that's like

Probably not
But maybe if you do
You could share some advice
On what it's like being you
How you feel about that
Real recognize real
You can meet me out back
I've had friends turn to snakes
People in my circle
That be switching up their shapes
I've had girls that I used to love
Drive me to the point that I don't know what that emotion was
Then they ask why I'm emotionless
At the same time
Wonder what their focus is
Welcome them with openness
No one that I know should be plagued with this loneliness
Try to be Thelonious
Regardless of how much I can see through your phoniness

I'm a Lion in the jungle though
Won't rest 'till my child's in a bungalow
All this weight I lug alone
Make the taste of success
Sweet when I chug at home
That's a manifesto
Speak it to existence
While my vocals hold the best flow
Focus on persistence 'till I notice all the rest know
Close up on the distance 'till I'm close enough to explode

Edgar Allen Process
New Bedford I will mention on my conquest
That I'm tired of the nonsense
My patience has expired and I'm on next
Excuse me for my negligence
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