Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note
For anyone to find
Tomorrow they'll know
What I've done here tonight
The drastic steps I've taken
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the hell
I fought alot I drank to much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good by, I wish you well
Because I love you...
I'm gonna kill myself.
Now who is that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That's the old me sittin there
And I thank god
The devil in me died
Cause I stand before you now
A man changed and alive
The drastic steps I've take
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the hell
I fought alot I drank to much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's good bye, I wish you well
Because I love you...
I had to kill myself.
I'm gonna clean the house
I'm gonna fix that fence
In my final hours
Gonna tie up these loose ends.