Blessed

I fall asleep with a gun to my head (yes)
Negative thoughts say I'm better off dead (I'm blessed)
I couldn't ever relate to the rest (yes)
Trapped in these feelings of sorrow and dread (I'm blessed)
I fall asleep with a gun to my head (yes)
Negative thoughts say I'm better off dead (I'm blessed)
I couldn't ever relate to the rest (yes)
Trapped in these feelings of sorrow and dread (I'm blessed)

My hearts racing, mind in overdrive
Caught in the grip of a riptide
Dark thoughts, they suffocate
As I try to navigate this endless state
Yeah
Pills and potions numb the pain
But the demons inside, they still remain(still remain)
Lost in a maze of my own mind
Hoping for peace, but it's hard to find

Anxiety, like a hurricane
Ripping through my veins, driving me insane
Running from the shadows in my head
But they always catch up, telling me I should be dead

I fall asleep with a gun to my head (yes)
Negative thoughts say I'm better off dead (I'm blessed)
I couldn't ever relate to the rest (yes)
Trapped in these feelings of sorrow and dread (I'm blessed)
I fall asleep with a gun to my head (yes)
Negative thoughts say I'm better off dead (I'm blessed)
I couldn't ever relate to the rest (yes)
Trapped in these feelings of sorrow and dread (I'm blessed)

Eyes wide open, can't catch my breath
Every moment feels like a brush with death
Paranoia is my best friend
Whispers of doubt that never seem to end

Drifting in a sea of panic and fear
Trying to escape, but it is always near
Tangled in the web of my own mind
Praying for peace, but it's hard to find

Anxiety, like a hurricane
Ripping through my veins, driving me insane
Running from the shadows in my head
But they always catch up, telling me I should be dead

I fall asleep with a gun to my head (yes)
Negative thoughts say I'm better off dead (I'm blessed)
I couldn't ever relate to the rest (yes)
Trapped in these feelings of sorrow and dread (I'm blessed)
I fall asleep with a gun to my head (yes)
Negative thoughts say I'm better off dead (I'm blessed)
I couldn't ever relate to the rest (yes)
Trapped in these feelings of sorrow and dread (I'm blessed)