Текст песни May Not Need Him - Toast

Religion getting tested at the hands of the creator
Putting all i have in teaching youth bout prayer
Teaching them the truth, life isnt fair
Your god wont even listen when you pretend to care
Excommunicated cuz they dont like my raps
Everything i do got them cancellin my ass
You not a real christian if you talking bout ass
You not with the faith if you failing a class
You not livin up if you finishin last
I swear im a christian until i get asked
If god is all good then how come i feel bad
How come im the only one watchin my back
Whens the last time you gave back to your community
Rackin up the sins, you think you got impunity
When i found my faith routine was something new to me
Never felt welcome but thats from my history
Judge me for my sins when you never had a clue about it
They tellin us we failing if we livin life without him
Tellin all that cap bout the god on top the mountain
How can you be sure you ever even found him
How can you be mad that heaven crowded
Every chuch i been in made me feel surrounded
Never feelin love when its christians around us
Believin different things but its the same god that found us
I be by myself when it come to my beliefs
Everything i seen changing how i believe
Is it sin or refusal that makes god leave
The family and friends whats bring me to my knees
Looking for a sign that he watching over toast
Everything i lost got me looking for hope
Am i really saved cuz he died on those posts
Are we really free cuz god loves us most
He only want the best but it come with a cost
Robbery, violence, lost life, whos our boss?
Tryna find a reason that we feelin so lost
Have we lost sight of who dies on that cross