Текст песни Impostor Syndrome - Torix

Been so long since I've felt at ease
I just wanna feel some peace
But I can't when you're still in my life
I've changed, why can't you just see that?
I'm not who I used to be
At times I don't even know why I try

Now at times I feel like I'm worthless
I hide away cause I'm hoping it'll hurt less
So many nights I just had to lay and cry
So many nights I just had to lay and cry
So many nights I just wished that I would die
So many nights I just wished that I would die
So many days wondering why did I try?
So many days wondering why did I try?

Wide awake at night, I'm wondering why do I keep on
Feel like all I'll ever do is disappoint, there's no more point in trying
I don't even recognize myself so I can understand
If you don't see anything in me, cause I've got nothing to bring

Now at times I feel like im worthless
I hide away cuz im hoping itll hurt less
Im hoping itll hurt less
God damn, im just hoping itll hurt less
Im hoping itll hurt less
God damn, im just hoping itll hurt less

Been so long since I've felt at ease
I just wanna feel some peace
But I can't when you're still in my life
I've changed, why can't you just see that?
I'm not who I used to be
At times I don't even know why I try

Now at times I feel like I'm worthless
I hide away cuz I'm hoping it'll hurt less
I'm hoping it'll hurt less
God damn, I'm just hoping it'll hurt less

I'm hoping it'll hurt less
God damn, I'm just hoping it'll hurt less
I'm hoping it'll hurt less
God damn, I'm just hoping it'll hurt less
Been so long since I've felt at ease
I just wanna feel some peace
But I can't when you're still in my life
I've changed, why can't you just see that?
I'm not who I used to be
At times I don't even know why I try