Narcotics

Wake up, 200 mg to function
Narcotics are my life, they destroy my life
Tear everything down I've built up
Grab the pill bottle and I pop them all (would you like another one?)
Yeah, I lose control, my liver and kidneys fail
Face turning yellow, oh, face turning yellow

Wake up, 200 mg to function
Narcotics are my life, they destroy my life
They tear everything down that I've built up so far
Grab the pill bottle, I pop them all
Yeah, ain't no hope for y'all (ain't no hope for y'all)
My face turning yellow, oh, my liver and kidneys fail (oh)
All the time I fail when I try to sober up

Keep the demons all locked up (yeah)
Damn, this is no lie, yeah, I made mistakes (ain't no lie)
Can't look my family in their face
Can't even look at myself in the mirror, oh
Asking myself, "Am I really friend or foe?"

Have I done enough?
The perfect suicide like my name Liebert
Depression, suicidal thoughts go deeper
Way deeper than I could've imagined, oh

It's over, oh, ain't no escape for us
Ain't no holy light for us
We are tarnished forever, oh

I'm gonna strike down these peasants, oh
That wanna hinder me from all my dreams
That always bullied me, told me I'm a fucking junkie, oh
Well, I know you're right

Well, I can't decide, do I wanna live or die?
Do I got what it takes to deflect all this heavy rain?
Off these perks, I am the biggest fan, take them every day
That's my lunch, kidney slower, that's my hunch
I know it for sure but I never wanna stop
I'm trapped in my mindset

Be careful who you mess with
Demons attack, one against 11
I ain't stand no chance 'cause I'm all alone
Who's gonna kick me from my throne?

The past, the past, it can't change
Sadly, I, I am enraged

Wake up, 200 mg to function
Narcotics are my life, they destroy my life
They ear everything down I've built up so far
Grab the pill bottle, I pop them all
Yeah, ain't no hope for y'all (ain't no hope for y'all)
My face turning yellow, oh, my liver and kidneys fail
All the time I fail when I try to sober up

Keep the demons all locked up (yeah)
Damn, this is no lie, yeah, I made mistakes (ain't no lie)
Can't look my family in their face
Can't even look at myself in the mirror, oh
Asking myself, "Am I really friend or foe?"

Wake up, 200mg to function
Narcotics are my life, they destroy my life
Tear everything down I've built up
Grab the pill bottle and I pop them all
Yeah, I lose control, my liver and kidneys fail
Face turning yellow, oh, face turning yellow, oh