Disorientated

I've been trying for too long
Trying not to let it show
The shadows of my eyes
Ooh yes, you see, you know

I'm drowning in all fear
My worlds a mess
I now I must stand tall
I must compress

With the sadness pushed aside
For those can't see
The depth of my soul
Is a part of me, is a part of me

I've been waiting for so long
For you to come my way
To show greater meaning
To help guide my way

I've been trying for too long
Trying not to let it show
The shadows of my eyes
Ooh yes, you see, you know

I'm drowning in all fear
My worlds a Mess
I know I must stand tall
I must compress

There's a greater sadness here
Of the world I left behind
I've been lost for way to long
All words they run my mind

I'm a thinker of my thoughts And damn there so unkind

I will not halt, I shall not stop
I will not fall, I wise back up