Текст песни Lauren - Trevꝋnd

Swear I don't fuck with nobody
Trust been gunned down
Like a shotty
Am I crazy probably
Or am I just lonely
From being a homebody
With hopes and plans
To grow into somebody
I don't know anymore
Lost touch with myself
That's why I keep
A fucking knife up on the shelf
Cutting ties with crooked guys And girls who lie
Stabbed in the back
So many times
I swear I'm surprised
I'm even still up and breathing
Sara hit me up this evening
Talking about drinking
But I'm busy in the studio
You know how it go
Got no time for that
In the chair with my pen
Sitting back and thinking back
To better times
Before the rhymes
Sixteen had the whole world
In front of my eyes
Now I'm twenty six
And I feel I'm in my prime
But it's giving me goosebumps Like RL Stein
As the hourglass sands
Slide down it's spine
People say damn man
You still haven't shined
Sneak dissing would usually
Trip my mind
But it's different when you know That God is on your side
I'm choosing to walk by faith
Like a nigga blind
And people are saying
I'm before my time
Wondering how far
I'll be at twenty nine
And maybe by that year
I'll seem redesigned
A career that I know
I could stand behind
Nights with the wife
We be side by side
That's the vision steady
Up in my sights
And most of my other exes
Are parasites

I miss this girl I knew back
Up from One five
She was beautiful and bright
Like the sunlight
Talking a hundred and twenty Fahrenheit straight dime
And you know I'd be lying
If I said that I still didn't think About her all the fuckin time

The thought of having it all
Dog I'm petrified
Cause you could have it all
And lose in a landslide
Then sit back and think damn Now I've fuckin wrecked it
Now I'm back at square one
I'm done this is pathetic
People kick you when you down Cause the world
Isn't fuckin sympathetic
You be downing alcohol
To treat the wound
Call that antiseptic
Hide in real life expose my pain In the lyrics
Telling me that I ain't shit
I ain't trying to hear it
And the same critics
Pull the same gimmicks
They secretly bump me
In they honda civics
Lauren back in day
She told me just wait
I know that you want the world And your heart
It's gaining weight
But just leave it up
To fate Trevond
Remember that the heart wants What the heart wants damn

She said the heart wants
What the heart wants