Текст песни 11 PM In Grand Rapids - Trevond

Thoughts at 11pm driving in Grand Rapids
Looking out the window Developing bad habits
Plotting on ways to make my life Lavish
I feel robbed of my joy
Somehow it just vanished
I had to leave behind the bullshit I wouldn't have it
Caught in a web
Of dangerous games
Like an arachnid
So I chose to leave
Before the stress got me a casket
Let's focus on this music
Let's take a stab at it
In the city of sin know yourself From within
Keep your eye on the prize
Life a game play to win
Don't wanna get caught in drama Have your life take a spin
Don't trust anybody but family
Through thick and thin
Some are patiently wanting your Downfall to begin
I've been sipping on gin
With my evil twin
Trying to wonder where the Eight years of my life has been
I've built borders and walls Taller than Berlin
Trying to keep the fear of hurt From sinking in
Thinking back on times
Dating with Angelyn
Addicted to the love
The rush like heroin
I'd give a lot of things
Just to feel that rush again
Now I'm focused on six figures Nice dinners
Getting richer
Is part of my big picture
Messages in the words like the Zodiac killer
Teachers said I was nothing
I say I beg to differ
Looking at Grand River
Trying to find direction
Need some in my life
Maybe a resurrection
Maybe a love life
Maybe a changed perception
Maybe just pop off and gig at the Intersection

Focused on me
Trying to better things
Don't need no distractions
No little flings
Even though I'm anxious
What the future brings
Staying faithful
Trying to spread wings

Driving down Broadway
Right after the break up
I knew this shit was toxic
She talking want to make up
Leave the past on read
Girl you better wake up
I know you'll try to call me
When you see me get this cake Up
I'm petty like that
Petty like that
Girl Tom Petty
You free falling like that
Got no time
For your fun and games
It was time to let go
Time to break the chains woah

Am I too worried
About these bitches
If so how do I change the Mindset to the riches
Because that's what I wanna Focus on is the business
Thinking God I'll give glory if You blessed me with these Wishes
You want to be a star
And if you don't make it
Can you live with the scar
And if you do make it
Will you have risked it all
Will it lead to your destruction Or downfall
Fame can bring you off track Man it's so bizarre
But it's a good life
If I just play it right
Heard me praying
Everyday to you on site
And it's going to lead me up
To a better life
I know dudes in West Grand Who ain't living right
Doing crazy things for money
At dead of night
But when times are hard
You trap just to survive
That's up to the point
When trouble arrives
Cross the wrong person
Now they fighting for their life
Little altercations they turned to A knife fight
And homie is survived
By his daughters and his wife
ICU heard the flatline
Middle of night
God I refuse to die
I have a different sight
Don't care about the cars
Or big mansions
Don't wanna talk to dream
Just put it to action
I put my faith in you
I know it'll happen
I spoke it to existence
Law of attraction
These prayers get answered
It'll be satisfaction
I could face the man in the Mirror like I'm Michael Jackson
It be better to have tried
Than to become a has been

Yeah that's my word