Текст песни Lauren - Trevond

Yeah swear I don't trust
Anybody
Trust been gunned down
Like a shotty
Am I crazy probably
Or am I just lonely from being
A homebody with hopes
And plants to grow into
Somebody
I don't know anymore
I've lost touch with myself
That's why I keep a fucking knife
Up on the shelf
Cutting ties with crooked guys
And girls who lie
Stabbed in the back
So many times
I swear I'm surprised
I'm even still up and breathing
Sara hit me up this evening
Talking about drinking
But I'm busy in the studio
You know how it go
Got no time for that
In the chair with my pen
Sitting back and thinking back
To better times before
The rhymes
16 had the whole world
In front of my eyes
Now I'm 26 and I feel
I'm in my prime
But it's giving me goosebumps
Like RL Stine
As the hourglass sands
Slide down it's spine
People say damn man
You still haven't shined
Sneak dissing would usually
Trip my mind
But it's different when you know
That God is on your side
I'm choosing to walk by faith
Like a nigga blind
And people are saying I am way
Before my time
Wondering how far I'll be
At 29 and maybe by that year
I'll seem redesigned
A career that I know
I could stand behind
Nights with the wife
We'd be side-by-side
That's the vision steady up in
My sights
And most of my other exes
Are parasites

I miss this girl I knew back
Up from 15
She was beautiful and bright
Like the sunlight
Talking 120 Fahrenheit
Straight dime
And you know I'd be lying
If I said that I still
Didn't think about her
All the fucking time

She know I do
The thought of having it all
Dog I'm petrified
Because you could have it all
And lose in a landslide
Then sit back and think
Damn now I fucking wrecked it
Now I'm back at square one
I'm done this pathetic
People kick you
When you down
Because the world isn't fucking
Sympathetic
You be downing alcohol
To treat the wound
Call that antiseptic
Hide in real life
Expose my pain in the lyrics
Telling me that I ain't shit
I ain't trying to hear it
And the same critics
Pull the same gimmicks
They secretly bump me
In their Honda civics
Lauren back in the day
She told me just wait
I know that you want the world
And your heart is gaining weight
But just leave it up to fate
Trevond
Remember that the heart
Wants what the heart wants
Damn

She said the heart wants
What the heart wants