Текст песни Mom Im Trying - Twice

Ever since the day he was born
I know you would be special
And different
I′m proud of you
To see you grow into the great young man that you are
I can't express how much that I love you
I′m proud to be your mother
I love you, just keep on doing what your doing
Keep your head up, I'm proud, I love you, my son

Perhaps going how to bend my hands wish it wasn't true
But it′s all right I′ll be all good because it wasnt true
You're a strong woman and I can′t imagine how you feel inside
Still your baby boy, you knew I was special when I arrived
I can't talk to people, hold a lie and won′t show emotion
It's just a weapon, no use adorning when you start the open

Middle child with the little smile came a long way
Grow up in the phatic hallways from the Carter nigga always, yeah always
11-26-96 is the birthday, there′s the big boy birthplace
Can't let no one try to hurt me, im on a mission
Money making my intuition I hope you know your son trying to get it
Not taking pictures like I really live in no photos
Claiming gets the hoes like it but I won't buy it
Like bare fool might won′t try it
And you gave your boy everything I ever needed
I′m a star and you believe it

Feel like I was just a baby in your hands
Now you really got a grown man gonna lie friend
Trynna make it with his own plans
I'm trying (I′m trying, I'm trying, I′m trying)
Yeah
'Cause I hate my
Come over hes gonna be makin breads the day I die
Imma keep goin′ on
Forever

November baby ain't it crazy
Man, I passed 21
Every choice that I make now, I think about my mom
Hardest thing I only nineteen even had a wave a gun
Or dick ride infectious stunts these pussy boys already know myself
Hope I'm not arund niggas who say every track is fired
That′s not what my career requires
Whole bunch of yes man
Sorry french man, we need to stop there
I told niggas anything until I get a benny coupe
With the cherry seats in their pockets all heavy deal
We will check receipts I need reinsurance
Tell me that I′m a BI when its lonely nights
When I don't wanna fight
Giving up ′cause I don't see the light
But you leaked away

Plenty times when I need to pay
′Cause you held it down and I
My dad said things that make you fight back
I apologize up for a bullet X
I mean that shit, no not at all
'Cause you′ll be there if I stop to fall
Even pick up if I make a call just to hear your voice
And calm me down but the fake shit that I'm around
You know Lloyd T's my biggest pain
When your heart hurt you can finish think
I protect myself from playing games
And weird vibes to me off to
Gotta watch how these niggas really move
That′s some homies so I die for
And a few woman now
Rav4 just hope you make it to the other side and be alive for
Mom, I′m trying
(Mom I'm trying, mom I′m trying, mom I'm trying, mom I′m trying)