Текст песни Never Asked For This - Ty Kobain

I never asked for this
It keeps on happening
Can't talk about it cus I get too passionate
And that just ruins things
I'm still pursuing change
And yet old habits die hard
And if I die before I do, I wanna be in yo arms
This life has been a battle, I keep gathering scars
Got me thinking that my death wouldn't matter at all
They say keep fighting but it's tough tryna rumble with thoughts

I can't keep brushing it off
I try to mute em but they won't and they never gone stop
This shit got worse when I fell out with zoc
Felt like cutting off my right hand
And then I lost my girl cus I like fucking up my life man
Sitting on my bed and my gun on my nightstand
Put it to my head, I don't pull it, I just can't
Take a deep breath, feels like I got so much weight on my chest
Please don't be alarmed
I've been feeling like this for so long
Easier to sing it so I put in my songs
Staring at my phone waiting on you to call
But you never do and I don't blame you
When did all this guilt turn to shame, ooh
Consequences they can be so painful
And these days, you don't know who's against or for you
Hurt the ones you love the most and it's torture
I've had my share of misfortune
She's the judge in this courtroom
And the ball's in her court too
I feel like such a fool
I feel like such a fool, I feel like such a fool
For hurting you

I never asked for this
It keeps on happening
Can't talk about it cus I get too passionate
And that just ruins things
I'm still pursuing change
And yet old habits die hard
And if I die before I do, I wanna be in yo arms
This life has been a battle, I keep gathering scars
Got me thinking that my death wouldn't matter at all
They say keep fighting but it's tough tryna rumble with thoughts

Show the world that im vulnerable I don't care if it's soft
You see emotion is the rawest thing they've ever seen
And the pain is the fuel that's behind all my dreams
It's like a knife that don't stop cutting till it bleeds
If I look happy, everything ain't what it seems
I'd love to black out and drift off for eternity
I start a fire then get mad when it starts burning me
(When will I learn, yeah, yeah, when will I learn oh yeah)
I miss her brown eyes
I miss her brown hair
I miss my dawg too, will I have them again?
Maybe I could learn to be a better lover
Maybe I could learn to be a better brother
And I'm only 23 but I feel like I ain't got much time left
Will I stay or will I go, I haven't made my mind yet
Don't have too much to say that's why I've been so quiet
"Just keep fighting through", damn nigga, I'm trying
I can't even sleep at night have dreams of me dying
(I am not ashamed just to say that I've been crying)
(That I've been crying)
(I've shedding tears now, for several years now, it's why I keep my head down)

I never asked for this
It keeps on happening
Can't talk about it cus I get too passionate
And that just ruins things
I'm still pursuing change
And yet old habits die hard
And if I die before I do, I wanna be in yo arms
This life has been a battle, I keep gathering scars
Got me thinking that my death wouldn't matter at all
They say keep fighting but it's tough tryna rumble with thoughts

(Tryna rumble with my thoughts)

(That shit get hard)

(I never asked for this)

(To be the person I am)

(I never asked for this)

(For this life that's so fucked up so much)

(The life I fucked up so much)

(I can't blame nobody but me, nobody but me)

(For the choices I've made)

(For the path I walk)

Kobain