Текст песни Real Love - UC Brigante

She left me on read when I tried to reach out to her
I was at my lowest you don't care I knew it
I am not the reader of the hearts
I can only judge based off actions so far
I don't like the way she talked to me so I blocked her
All of this pain turned me to a monster
I got arrested and thrown in the bing
Came out and I'd still do the same thing forreal
You don't got time for me no more?
Gave you my time for free you whore
Tell mе what's up with the switch up?
Tell me why I don't feel lovеd
Young lebo tryna feel love
Baby tryna feel something
Give me some give me something I just want it all baby
Ex-husband tryna hit my line
Blocked em both for tryna waste my time
In and out like a robbery then scatter
Who she is and where she from don't matter to me
No it don't matter to me yeah
Had an R&B bitch singing high notes
I ain't gotta say her name but all the dawgs know
Had her in the hood with the roaches
I grew up around dead bodies and the vultures
I just wanna make my grandaddy proud
If only I can just have a convo right now with him
I would hug him tell him that I love him
I remember I had nothing and he gave me
Way more than I needed
In my arms he stopped breathing
The only one who showed me

Real love
Tell me do I get to feel love?
Do I get to feel real love?
Do I ever get to feel love?
None of these hoes show me real love
But they keep saying that it's real love
But I just don't feel loved yah
And I just don't do fake shit fake shit

I got PTSD
I hear screams in my dreams
Survivors guilt like why him and not me?
Heroin got him acting like a zombie
Got him on that bupe and I'm praying he don't OD
Ice got him wanting to put a knife in his family
Shit and piss I used to go and clean it on the daily
On top of that I had to go and politic with bikies
On top of that I'm feeling like my mumma never loved me
Can't talk about my trauma to her cause she don't believe me
On top of that my uncle keep on calling the police on me
On top of that my grandparent's are dying right in front of me
I'm telling you don't put no gun in front of me
I don't take drugs I feel my brain is already fried
Feel like I'm already high
I started writing songs just to stay away from suicide
I still have tears that I've been holding on for years that I've never cried
All this shit I go through
Mama she got no clue
The love I didn't get from her
I use these girls as substitutes
I hate going home too
What do I come home too?
I've been feeling this way
Since back when I homeschool
I'm living like a stray dog
Sleeping on the floor I had no money I had to play it off
Selling dreams like please believe me one day its gone pay off
If you think I care about anything you are way way way way way way off
Looking at my baby nephew
Wishing that I could protect you
From the world and what it do to ya
I hope it don't ruin ya
Like it ruined me
Please don't grow up fast
Ask your daddy bout me baby we was all we had
Now I'm just tryna fade away
Tryna take the pain away
Everyone around me's getting married
But I can't relate
I'm 26 and got along way to heal
Tell me baby will I ever feel that

Real love
Tell me do I get to feel love?
Do I get to feel real love?
Do I ever get to feel love?
None of these hoes show me real love
But they keep saying that it's real love
But I just don't feel loved yah
And I just don't do fake shit fake shit